I've been much waiting for the end of school and it's finally here. I know in just a matter of a few weeks I'll be sick of home and want to come back but oh well. My room officially looks like a jail cell with everything packed away and stuffed in my closet. I'm waiting for my closet to bust an explode in the next few seconds though. I had two very easy finals today but the hard ones come tomorrow and Friday, not looking forward to those. I had no idea what to write for my essay questions for Mass Media, let alone the fact I didn't know where to look but at this point I don't care...I just don't care. I'm in the give up mood and frankly...I just want a beer.

Been depressed a lot lately. I've been talking a lot to this boy I know, not because I like him or anything but just because he's someone different to talk too. A new opinion I guess. Maybe I like him, I'm not really sure but even if someday I did, nothing would ever come from it so I'm not going to make myself believe that I like him.

I haven't talked to one of my best friends for a couple days now and I think she might be mad at me but I have no idea why. She always says that when she's mad at someone she stops talking to them and I really haven't heard two words from her lately...whatever, when I get all my crap done and over with I'll go talk to her about it.

School's driving me crazy and I want to give up. Ha, I would say that like a week and a half before finals but it's how I feel. I want to shrivel up and die, I can't take it anymore.

I feel anti-social too. I find myself sitting in my room, drinking by myself...watching movies and getting whatever work I have done. I haven't seen my friends in a while but that's my fault I guess. No blaming that on anyone else.

I'm thinking about finding a shrink this summer too, I've defined myself as clinically depressed and I finally told my parents that I want help. I have a lot of secrets just bottled up inside and maybe some professional can figure out what the fuck is wrong with me.

Whatever...

March Madness is FINALLY here!

Final Four:
Florida
Kansas
UNC
Texas A&M

Championship....
UNC vs. Florida

Winner....
UNC

I'm such a jock...it's not even funny.

goodbye.

Here's the only new and exciting thing in my life....

I bought new pants!

Hooray! I needed a new pair though.

So spring breaks been real...I played basketball with Dan today because it was actually 50 DEGREES! I was so excited! I went running this morning too but then I came back and ate a bowl of ice cream...guess that didn't work out. Hey Kev luftherz   want to go to the gym when we get back to school so we're no longer fatties?

Anyway...I'm excited to go back to school already but not too fond of having to attend a sporting event for Beginning Reporting.